Bad decision


... As they Say :"any decision be It good or Bad , or Even neutre & altered It to the last minutes Does have consequences " but sometimes one of your decisions , put U in the middle of the Line & makes U wondering : did i chose the right path !? & That may lead U to unforseen consequences as a Burden ; actually a huuuuuuuge ,heavey Burden in ur shoulders if U ask me ....
My decision , i Guess was a Bad  decision , cuz It costs me a lose .. losing friend-ships , family ,career Profil & last but not least losing  weight aswell ..(  Even losing Weight IS a good lose Btw ) Hahahahha 😂..Well 
, i definiteley knew that i wasn't in my good mood to chose those decisions .. but if I told U i chose theme for being protected ...yes porotect a weak , non-confidente ,pathetic Jane ..& Hey IT'S ME ....  Its my inner soul talk .... I'v been in my worst Days & my hardest Times , i was very in need of someone at that very moments but there was no one litteraly NO ONE , i was ill , i was weak ... I WASN'T ME ... & I know that i keep saying that there's a thin line between being weak and strong & become strong need to accept the fact that u R weak , cuz WE R all weak somehow , WE just have to accept & continuously try to be strong everyday ..but Now  i can't apply this anymore.. cuz i still feeling weak sooooooooo fuckin weak ..taking pills ,pills ,pills during the day & crying all the Night ..EVERY single Night 
It seems so sad to read this m'y sorrows if we correct the sentence , but this's

my truth ... I wish i could rewind Time & rewrites those lines with " Hopy Happy words" , but what meant to be ;It will be ...i'v been searching about a topics to write about  , but the only thing keep giging & jumping to my head IS this.  My. Story .
 Likewise ,You must be thinking & wondering why have i write this right !? & What kind of decisions that i'v made .. & what's wrong with me lately ....  For being clear my answer will be : Even i .. i don't know what happened with me specialy those Days  & anyone  or one of U could help me to find out  my other puzll  ..i'll be gratefull ... For taking this Burden away ..   Sorry if I make U sad with my words .. I'm really sorry

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  1. Nada Exo3 août 2017 à 17:02

    i know just one thing .... the decisions that we made a day are the right ones in the moments we were making them , and they are the hardest moves to make .. but once you've made a decision don t look back even if it doesn't work
    stop feeling like you did a crime , you took the right path when you were thinking about the decision that you have made but the things that have happened to you lately make you regret what you thought of and believe that you are wrong
    i know very well that every decision you make is the result of a lot of thinking about what will happen after
    so it s not you who is wrong ... stop blaming yourself , you are just wasting your time honey ...
    and finally i want to tell you that the worst battle that you will ever have to fight is between what you feel , what you know and what you want ....
    take care of yourself and stop making me worried about you

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  2. THE BOOKISH GIRL3 août 2017 à 17:21

    I'm like Always speechless ... Don't be worried my Pumpkin ... I know that peace will Côme but till that day hoping good happen to us ...all of us & i'll stop blaming myself cuz i'v been tired of being hurt ....

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