Those eyes 😊

We met by chance .. "if WE considered the university IS a chance to get people know each other .. " its kind of a unexpected ,strange feeling to get intrested by someone  whom U hate at first ,then U start like him After a loot of signes ..I call them "scenarios" Hahaha 😂 Cuz i like making things more dramatiq ,so WHAT !! I'm a Jane & like all the girls in the entire World , i rather to be the heroïne in the Story All the Time ...Well who dosen't ?! .

Speaking about that musical boy ❤️😉 ,yeap musical ;cuz he love the music mooore than anything else in this World .. 

At first of meeting him , He had my curiosity  by the way he spoke , the way he listen to others , his view about life , his experiences,his passion, his attitude with me   , the kind of music he likes ... & A looot of stuffs , BUT Now he have my attention yeS my attention (After two years & half  i pay some attention to a Guy .. its such a huge thing for me so CLAPE PLEASE 👏 HAHAHHA .. ) He got my attention by his eyes wich by the way i like them soo Much .. 😍 I like how his eyes speak and say so many things while his mouth is sometimes blocked and unable to express what he feels inside..  but his eyes.. his eyes are clear and mysterious, Evil and kind, strong and weak..  sad and broken but full of hope.. Me on the other hand.. as logical and rational as I always was.. never believed in contradictions, but through his eyes I got this new view to the entire world, seeing all those contradictions going beautifully in the same way all in harmony.. He has nothing to do with what I was looking for, but in the same.. he has all the things I wanted and needed so bad 😖😖 by looking at his eyes I become soo nervous specialy when i make an eye contact with'm , Even i seems soo cool & smiling all the Time, Nobody CAN realise how Much stress i may be in ... & Thoos eyes ..Woaaah !! MAKE me lose my minde cuz i keep doing a unusefull conversation with m'y head should i tell him how Much i like his eyes & his unique personnality ?!should i complain about his attitude with me ?!  Should i .. should i ..Should i .... i just ..i  just wanna tell him that :" I don't know what i feel about U ,  I want U , but i'm frightened to want U " i'm afraid to fallin in love with him , afraid to be  obssesed , to be  in absurde R_ship , afraid to lose him , afraid to love him & then i realise its just from one sided.. & this various scenario frecking me out .. cuz  I don't wanna my happiness to be entirely dependent on somebody else's to be a hostage to fortunes I cannot control.

 I'm still lost in the contradictional beauty he has.. don't know where this story will end.. all I know is the only thing my heart and mind has ever agreed about is me and him together..
PS :He start blooging too  & that's litterly kills me ..Cuz like i Said & Always Say .. when someone do something U love &  he never do it before,  its obviously one of these 3 possibilities : 1) HE LIKES YOU"  2) he just  LIKE WHAT U DO  & HE WANT TO EXPERIENCE IT ...& the last but not least 3) both of them Hahahah
So the two out of three possibilities aren't Bad  😉